I must say, I took it easy on myself today. I ate a bowl of Kashi Go Lean Crisp for breakfast, a ham and cheese sandwich on whole wheat for lunch, and pasta salad for supper, and a very small bowl of Kashi to stave off my craving for something sweet. I didn't drink water, like I know I should, but I didn't drink Coke, which is a bigger step. I had a concoction of half sweet tea and hlf cranberry juice. I know the sugar isn't doing me any favors, but I'm easing myself into this. I know if I make drastic changes, I'll never stick with it.
I didn't exercise either, but I have a good reason for that. I spent six hours cleaning/ doing housework. I have this thing. When I start something new, like the Body For Life Challenge, I have this need to get things in order. Yesterday, I spent a few hours cleaning my living room, organizing things that have been out of place for quite a while. Today, it was my closet. Sometimes, I feel like I ignore my household duties, and push them aside because I try to hide my emotions and push them aside as well. If I ignore things, they can't bother me. This is all fine and well, but it piles up and everything comes to light at once. I guess I've got a lot to work through. Maybe this journey will help me with that.
I start back to class tomorrow. The semester started, we had two days of class, then a snowstorm hit, so we had no class at all last week. Dreadful. I hate getting all psyched for college, then something coming along to throw me off course. I get distracted with such things happening. I hope I get back on track this week.
Ok, so tomorrow is day 2. Let's see how it goes...
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